Millions of people are seeking ways to forget what is painful for them the most.
They try to suppress their feelings of loneliness, longing and painful love.
But what is very surprising though, that many folks can get along without all that pain.
Especially me, I am giving my time to forget about love that is forgotten. I would love to focus my energy
on the people who care about me, because I matter to them. My presence somehow makes them feel better.
But if I have no use to those other people. then fuck it and forget it. Unconditional love is not ready for me yet, I ain't a fucked up virgin mary or a mother of any kind, not knowing this unconditional love. And I move on pretty quick. Give me an hour and I am great.
Its better to be selfish I guess.
I have been almost 3 months unemployed and that really cannot get to me yet. It is so unreal. I feel excited to go to work but how would I deal with a new life with new people? Other people irritate me nowadays. I don't feel like going out, I am literally loving the bed, sleeping and exercising, cooking and eating and having tea, and having snacks and watching endless movies, my god, isn't that such a great cozy comfortable life?
And half heartedly happy without you motherfucker.
Ciao lovebunny. Go on and fuck yourself.
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