First, a seemingly simple and short introduction of myself.

  It's quiet down here. In a hole, in the middle of TV time. I'm 19 and a girl, who kind of just realized that writing is the best way to waste my time on. And I get the habit of thanking people who gives a shit about what I write. I try not to be that everyday person kind of writer. I try to be a little above that. Just trying to prove to myself that all these years of losing myself in a natural way only leads me to the best parts of life. Writing, living through the eyes of those who can see in multi color. 

      I am Jahnina. Practically named that way cause my parents think that a 7 letter name must be consistent with the names of my siblings, Justine and Jullian. Oh no, I must arrange that right. that's Justine, Jahnina and Jullian. We all have this second name, Joselle. So, we are all entitled to being called "JJ" at some point in our lives. I guess that must be true right ate and jullian? 

    How interesting it is to see that no matter how I wake up in the morning, I'll always look for that sweet taste of tea on my tongue. I think I got that from Trev. (who is my boyfriend) Tea and sweet stuff in the morning gets me going. That tea lingers in my mind though my head aches because of my consistently abnormal sleeping positions. Catch me sleeping, and you'll see my feet up against the wall. Or I will be lying down horizontally. God, I love to just stretch out and be weird subconsciously. I think my brother and I do the same thing. See, in our dreams we are in the same Yoga class. 

   I imagine that those closest to me, will yet again, be in the mood to read these things. I hope I can deliver better insights on things. Be more intelligent. More inclined to learning more about people. Be self-less. After all, I see myself writing for the rest of my life. Starting now might be one of the greatest decisions I have made. And I'm deeply looking forward to being a companion on a lonely night. A nice cup of tea with my words on your eyes.